I walked my feelings off, made me untouchable for life
you hit me like a tone
So things are changing. Karina and I are moving into separate rooms, and focusing on our lives instead of our relationship. this was a step back from her moving out and us breaking up, which we had kind of figured on while we were in victoria.
i don't want us to break up. i want it to work. but the magic's been gone for karina for a bit now, and i don't think our relationship as it is is helping either of us. it's warm and fun and familiar, but it's not supportive of what she needs right now. of progress. of exploration and music. so we're just going to see what happens.
Once my bleed is gone, i'm going to see if i can make regular dates to play music with james, and possibly some other people from winsor house. see if it can spark in me like it used to. i feel amazing listening to this right now. it feels like all the good parts of nelson. i can almost smell it.
i'd walk the water to get back to you
and where i was complete
we found you scattered by the highway side
too soon to be released
gather the pieces up
and clean the places where you were undone
and wash the wreckage out
and finished all the thoughts that we'd begun.
I came to burn the sky
and tear away the beauty that it sows
if i could rape the day
and find the things i
thought i'd always know
leave it alone again tonight
i laid your arms out long untwisted there
and shaped what i could find
i made the most of it
and left the rest
the parts unrecognized
my reconstruction was the only way for one last look at you
i lost the sense of it
the absolution that we never knew
leave it alone again tonight
let it take me back from this place here
from this place here
i came to burn the sky
and tear away the beauty that it sows
if i could rape the day
and find the things i
thought i'd always know
and it takes me back from this place here
from this place here, it takes me over
tonight
leave it alone
So things are changing. Karina and I are moving into separate rooms, and focusing on our lives instead of our relationship. this was a step back from her moving out and us breaking up, which we had kind of figured on while we were in victoria.
i don't want us to break up. i want it to work. but the magic's been gone for karina for a bit now, and i don't think our relationship as it is is helping either of us. it's warm and fun and familiar, but it's not supportive of what she needs right now. of progress. of exploration and music. so we're just going to see what happens.
Once my bleed is gone, i'm going to see if i can make regular dates to play music with james, and possibly some other people from winsor house. see if it can spark in me like it used to. i feel amazing listening to this right now. it feels like all the good parts of nelson. i can almost smell it.
i'd walk the water to get back to you
and where i was complete
we found you scattered by the highway side
too soon to be released
gather the pieces up
and clean the places where you were undone
and wash the wreckage out
and finished all the thoughts that we'd begun.
I came to burn the sky
and tear away the beauty that it sows
if i could rape the day
and find the things i
thought i'd always know
leave it alone again tonight
i laid your arms out long untwisted there
and shaped what i could find
i made the most of it
and left the rest
the parts unrecognized
my reconstruction was the only way for one last look at you
i lost the sense of it
the absolution that we never knew
leave it alone again tonight
let it take me back from this place here
from this place here
i came to burn the sky
and tear away the beauty that it sows
if i could rape the day
and find the things i
thought i'd always know
and it takes me back from this place here
from this place here, it takes me over
tonight
leave it alone