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god i'm tired. i'm so fucking tired all the time and i don't know why. and i'm not keeping my life on track. i'm not recording factor viii things like i should and soon they'll stop giving me full orders so that they can threaten me into record keeping, and it doesn't really feel like working is getting easier, although i'm doing an easier job now.
emma's off tree planting. i wish she wasn't. i wish i wanted more friends. i wish that playing guitar made me feel anything. i wish i felt passionate. i wish i was better at my job, and that i still enjoyed it.
i am a petty little man.
emma's off tree planting. i wish she wasn't. i wish i wanted more friends. i wish that playing guitar made me feel anything. i wish i felt passionate. i wish i was better at my job, and that i still enjoyed it.
i am a petty little man.