The scariest part of the future is being ashamed of it when its the past

Oct 11, 2005 19:05

I am currently working on making myself a new past. I dont intend to apologize to people, its not the billy madison revelation.. HA.. Im not gonna change my past.. im just going to create a more recent past that is better..
I really see no purpose in my 'journey' actually I'm not ashamed of anything i've done.. maybe hurt tyner, past and somehow present... But other than that i'm a quite content panda. I'm just afraid of my future, academicly (see, i dont know if thats spelt right.. and i cant seem to figure it out) and just in general. I'm now worry on a large scale, but i know i havent made the best college decisions, and I'm working on that, hardcore.. not so much gettin my work done.. which i WILL improve.. but ive been with about 7 advisors and looked into every aspect of school.. and i have my college career under control..

But WHERE THEN.. HA.. i hate lifes little games.. I hate the thought of grad school, ill never make it into anywhere.. but regardless.. My life is where i want it to be.. i have amazing freinds (I might not have many.. but i love my few freinds more thne you like your 100's), family (i love my family more then you love yours so HA), school/hometown of kzoo (I love this place, the atmosphere, ppl, and WMU makes me happy) and my girlfreind (who is loved by me, and by all i introduce her too, which just makes me feel peachy)

Okay, well since i dont update often.. ima gonna keep with the abridged versions every once and a while.. If'n you have any more questions to fill in the blanks just drop me aline somwhere and ya know what.. maybe you'll be a part of my recent past

Later W/ Love
Stevie J Pitts
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