It's nice to know you can at least smile at me in the grocery store, but this blog is testimony of your internal incivility. First off, please stop making assumptions about me and other people, on here and in life in general. You not only deny the other person a chance to be seen and act like a person in your eyes, but you deny yourself the chance to learn more about other people and understand more about the world from their diversity of experiences and perceptions. Second, you do not know Lindsey and you do not know me, ever since you started to make assumptions and judgments of me based on who you wanted me to be and lost respect for me as a friend. Lindsey is a wonderful person and our views line up so that neither of us are worried about 'cheating' because we care about each other as individuals but don't feel possessive of the other person, something I tried many times to explain to you.
Since you seem stuck on judging my past sex life let me lay it out for you: I had a relationship with Kylie on and off beginning the summer after we met, we are still close friends. I had a relationship with Rechelle the first several months I lived in Hash, which rekindled and died out again last fall. I explored short term relationships/physical friendships with Caitye, Kristen, Kristain, Angel, Melanie and Maggie. I made out with Lindsey the first and last week we lived in Hash, but nothing else until long after you and I were through. I respect each and every one of the people I've been with and appreciate the experiences, as do I with you.
Lastly, Lindsey is not an idiot and I am not a trashy fuck, thank you. Like me, Lindsey actually cares about other people on this planet, she is planning on going into international welfare work and is a kind and intelligent girl who enjoys life and looks at how to make things better. I may look like a punk living here in lawrence, but I'm setting myself up for working with international NGOs to bring some real positive changes to this world. Maybe you need to look at yourself first. I love the person you were when we were together, and the person you have the potential to become, but I don't know you anymore. You were a large part of my life for a long time, I don't try to deny the past by purging part of who I am. I care about you as a friend, but that is all. If you appeared crying on my doorstep, I would invite you into my home, not my bed. You have no reason to be anxious about me anymore and if you'd like to talk about it I would help you to find peace within yourself. I honestly hope you do the best for yourself in life, but that means you have to reflect on your self and not be afraid of confronting what you see in order to make someone better. Everything changes.
First off, please stop making assumptions about me and other people, on here and in life in general. You not only deny the other person a chance to be seen and act like a person in your eyes, but you deny yourself the chance to learn more about other people and understand more about the world from their diversity of experiences and perceptions.
Second, you do not know Lindsey and you do not know me, ever since you started to make assumptions and judgments of me based on who you wanted me to be and lost respect for me as a friend. Lindsey is a wonderful person and our views line up so that neither of us are worried about 'cheating' because we care about each other as individuals but don't feel possessive of the other person, something I tried many times to explain to you.
Since you seem stuck on judging my past sex life let me lay it out for you: I had a relationship with Kylie on and off beginning the summer after we met, we are still close friends. I had a relationship with Rechelle the first several months I lived in Hash, which rekindled and died out again last fall. I explored short term relationships/physical friendships with Caitye, Kristen, Kristain, Angel, Melanie and Maggie. I made out with Lindsey the first and last week we lived in Hash, but nothing else until long after you and I were through. I respect each and every one of the people I've been with and appreciate the experiences, as do I with you.
Lastly, Lindsey is not an idiot and I am not a trashy fuck, thank you. Like me, Lindsey actually cares about other people on this planet, she is planning on going into international welfare work and is a kind and intelligent girl who enjoys life and looks at how to make things better. I may look like a punk living here in lawrence, but I'm setting myself up for working with international NGOs to bring some real positive changes to this world.
Maybe you need to look at yourself first. I love the person you were when we were together, and the person you have the potential to become, but I don't know you anymore. You were a large part of my life for a long time, I don't try to deny the past by purging part of who I am. I care about you as a friend, but that is all. If you appeared crying on my doorstep, I would invite you into my home, not my bed. You have no reason to be anxious about me anymore and if you'd like to talk about it I would help you to find peace within yourself. I honestly hope you do the best for yourself in life, but that means you have to reflect on your self and not be afraid of confronting what you see in order to make someone better. Everything changes.
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