There Is No Fate But What We Make For Ourselves. . .
Today, I went to the beach w/ Eric and Brett after practice. It was fun. I was a little tired from practice this morning anf my legs were cramping up but besides that, the day was perfect. Last night. . . yeah, last night was, well lets just say things could of worked out better. I care about her sooooooooo much and she knows this but i dont know how to deal with some of the things i go through with her. I know i need to tell her some things but i dont know how and when to say what needs to be said. She seemed a little depressed and i cant stand seeing her down when i know she is such a fantastic person. I hope i see her soon. . . .