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[gusisntamused]

Well then. SAHLS was kinda interesting. eh, fuck capitalization. i think im gonna write this as a positives/DELTAS list, because if GLSEN has taught me anything, its to look at "negatives" as things we might be able to change. oh sweet, idealistic GLSEN. heart

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[uwilldienow]

1. talking to me would have been a lot smarter than leaving. i understand it can be hard but its silly to think the past is anything but.

2. it's not like we were fighting. we were being civil.

3. i wouldnt have sex with him with you in the room. we shut the lights off cuz we were going to go to bed. making out does not eqaul sex. you can't expect me and my bf not to at least kiss.

4. how can we know what you're feeling unless you tell us?

5. evan's not the type of person that just likes or dislikes people immediately. and a few hours with you wasn't gonna suffice to make a friendship.

6. obviously he wanted to share the bed with me. did you expect for you two to share the bed? or me and you? obviously me and him sharing the bed was the better situation.

i'm not mad.. but i don't see this as a big deal.. you barely know him.. and me and you aren't best friends.. it's nothing to get worked up about.

i did feel awkward sharing a room with my ex and my bf.. but i don't think it was THAT big of a deal.. it was one night. and we weren't fucking or anything.

[gusisntamused]

1. That's why I did it. I didn't want to leave; it passed through my mind for like five seconds. I never seriously considered it. Besides, I wanted to talk with you about everything anyway. And I know to think the past is anything but the past is silly, but... last I checked we weren't exactly the best of friends, and I had no idea where we stood or what you thought about ANYTHING. But I'm glad things are cool now.

2. I'm not sure what you're talking about? What fighting?

3. Look, I saw what I saw and didn't know what the hell was going through your minds. From what I saw, the conclusion I drew was logical. I'm glad you had no intentions of having sex with him, but it wasn't what it looked like.

4. I really thought that given the circumstances (and the events), that it was obvious that I would feel really awkward.

5. I had no way of knowing that, and again, you guys tell me I shouldn't assume the worst, but why should I assume the best? I would love to think that everyone likes me, but it sadly doesn't always work out that way.

6. No, no, I understand that. I just thought it was rude to claim the bed because you two were the couple. I would've given you two the bed anyway, but... it was like he deserved the bed because he had a boyfriend or something.

i never saw it as a big deal either, and i didnt want to blow anything out of proportion. i really just wanted to resolve everything, because it was bothering me. and if you saw in my responses to evan, i was being friendly about it (and no, it wasnt fake) and the responses i received were all very cold. and daryl, i know that the two of us arent very good friends, but if you ever want to talk to someone, im still here.