Feb 23, 2008 00:42
I feel like lately I've been in a consistently really good mood until I get sleepy, then I turn bitchy and groggy. and I can't really control it either, I don't know why. It's not like I've always been this way. so going out or talking to people at night I get the feeling like everyone else just thinks I'm weird and killing the mood or that they're talking about me behind my back or wishing I weren't there, but no one really says anything, so I don't know if I'm truly being bothersome or if anyone actually cares.
But in general, life's been nice. I just wish there were more to do and that I was more of a night person, or maybe that I found the right crowd of people to be around. I don't know. Maybe I should just sleep when I want to and not worry about having a social life, like Ryan does.