Life's Redemption
It's been awhile, again, since I've touched this thing. I guess it's more or less a last resort to not being bored, or when too much's inside I have to vent something out.
The day after Thanksgiving... Yesterday was pretty cool. I got to see my home boy cousin and my brother for the first time in awhile. My brother left rather abruptly, leaving with a handshake.
...
I guess I had wrong opinions or something.
Tommorow I have to go to the hospital to check up on things. I guess it's a matter of whether or not I'm given a death certificate. I've been rather blank about it, I don't know what to think. If I die, I die. If I live, I live. This all makes me question about my influence on life again. Even if I did die, I know people would be sad, but eventually move on. I haven't left that well of a mark on this earth yet. If I was to leave soon, then what? Was my existance all a waste of time and money? I dunno... I guess I'll have to check tommorow.
In the end, I just want to stay with Candice.
Forever...
The day after Thanksgiving... Yesterday was pretty cool. I got to see my home boy cousin and my brother for the first time in awhile. My brother left rather abruptly, leaving with a handshake.
...
I guess I had wrong opinions or something.
Tommorow I have to go to the hospital to check up on things. I guess it's a matter of whether or not I'm given a death certificate. I've been rather blank about it, I don't know what to think. If I die, I die. If I live, I live. This all makes me question about my influence on life again. Even if I did die, I know people would be sad, but eventually move on. I haven't left that well of a mark on this earth yet. If I was to leave soon, then what? Was my existance all a waste of time and money? I dunno... I guess I'll have to check tommorow.
In the end, I just want to stay with Candice.
Forever...