its hard.
i miss bob.
i lost touch with him after he left texas and some how it makes this that much harder.
i wanted to go to his services today but i couldnt do it.
i was so sad this morning.
all night i laid in bed just trying to remember things we did, things he said.
after work i laid in bed and just stared off.
im really sad.
this is hitting me harder than i would have ever though but he was a sweetheart.
he defended me when people were being sucky.
he was the one boy i thought could be my brother forever.
i remember the first day i met him.
i stayed with him on my front lawn till 7am waiting for his brother to pick him up.
and ever since then we grew close.
me, tara, oscar.
i miss him so much.
im so sad.
it really hurts.
and i cant breathe. :(
i wish i could talk to someone about him.
but i dont know any of his friends.
i lost touch with him after he left texas and some how it makes this that much harder.
i wanted to go to his services today but i couldnt do it.
i was so sad this morning.
all night i laid in bed just trying to remember things we did, things he said.
after work i laid in bed and just stared off.
im really sad.
this is hitting me harder than i would have ever though but he was a sweetheart.
he defended me when people were being sucky.
he was the one boy i thought could be my brother forever.
i remember the first day i met him.
i stayed with him on my front lawn till 7am waiting for his brother to pick him up.
and ever since then we grew close.
me, tara, oscar.
i miss him so much.
im so sad.
it really hurts.
and i cant breathe. :(
i wish i could talk to someone about him.
but i dont know any of his friends.