Bleh.

[gurlsonfilm]

So, I'm really upset. I've realized that the one person in this world that I thought I could trust, and could trust me, really doesn't have any trust in me at all. I've done nothing wrong, and yet, no matter how much I defend myself, or try to prove that I'm not lying, he won't believe me. That definitely hurts. I don't really know what a relationship is without trust, but I'm sure that it's not a good thing. I've never done anything to make him not trust me, and I've been the best girlfriend I possibly can be. Still, I feel as though, that doesn't matter, nor will it ever matter. I have no idea what to do or say, because I am heartbroken. I guess what goes up, must always come down. It just sucks that my world has to come crashing down with it.

If I lose him, I will be lost.