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This is to try to help me make sense of it all:
I have many crushes and infatuations. I have come really close in my pursuits. I now have found someone I really like.
It's dangerous territory.
She has a girlfriend. She gave this girlfriend an ultimatum with a deadline about six months ago. The deadline is approaching in about 10 days. In the mean time, I have seen her twice and we have talked on the phone a lot and chatted online as well.
TODAY... I kissed her -a most passionate kiss. She responded to me with a heated kiss back. My heart was pounding the whole time.
We have agreed upon bounderies... I don't want her to do anything she's not comfortable with.
I am nervous. "What-ifs" running through my head. I don't want to be the antagonist. I think I like her a lot... I am also afraid to be part of the drama that circles the small network of lesbians here. I have even been warned!
Will she be a right choice? Will I know if it's a mistake?
I, first, have to make it through the next 10 days...
I have many crushes and infatuations. I have come really close in my pursuits. I now have found someone I really like.
It's dangerous territory.
She has a girlfriend. She gave this girlfriend an ultimatum with a deadline about six months ago. The deadline is approaching in about 10 days. In the mean time, I have seen her twice and we have talked on the phone a lot and chatted online as well.
TODAY... I kissed her -a most passionate kiss. She responded to me with a heated kiss back. My heart was pounding the whole time.
We have agreed upon bounderies... I don't want her to do anything she's not comfortable with.
I am nervous. "What-ifs" running through my head. I don't want to be the antagonist. I think I like her a lot... I am also afraid to be part of the drama that circles the small network of lesbians here. I have even been warned!
Will she be a right choice? Will I know if it's a mistake?
I, first, have to make it through the next 10 days...