yea whatever
Well it has been a really long time since i have read these journals or even write anything new in them. Well on the home front i dunno when we are going to move out, even if we end up actually doing it. Valentine's Day has come and gone again and i had the world's best valentine in the world........ my stripper (even though she was in riverside). It was awesome and then we had " a few people" over at doris and ashley's. Mostly people that i didn't really know. It was still alot of fun. Well it also looks like i finally got that promotion at Pac Sun. This means that soon, all you guys won't have to hear me complaining about how much i hate working two jobs. So for the most part everything is going good. I miss loads of people though. I miss bre bre,nichole, caroline, brittany, christa, nessa, and all the girlies that i used to hang out with. But most of all i miss my TJ. He's so incredibly far away but he's aparently coming down this wknd (which aparently i was the only one who didn't know he was coming). I feel like we have grown in different directions and we don't really know one another anymore. Sure he knows me inside and o9ut and can predict what i will say or do at pretty much any moment, but i cannot even come close to saying the same thing about him. But i have to try not to think about it too much because then it makes me miss him all that much more. The guys are doing great too. They work way too much and i think they are up to about 300 push ups a day ( maybe more i dunno). And the house (when we get one) should be quite interesting considering i have no say as to what goes into it. I have control over 1/3 of the house. That third includes my room and the kitchen. And the only reason i got the kitchen is because they don't need it for their "Slim Fast and Tuna" diet they have going. Even though they completely killed it with all the pizza and crap at Ashley's the last night. Well i hope everyone is doing well. And to my TJ...... I love you very much and as long as i am breathing you will never be alone or be unloved, i promise. See you soon!!