Make it Real.
So one day, you wake up, and you sense that something about today will be different. You're completely not sure of what that is. But you, for some reason embrace it. And the day plays it self out, and you see what was going to happen. It changes your whole life--everything you believed.
There you stand. Shocked.
I'm such a fucking fool. I fell for it. For the stupid charming lines of a classic dickhead. I let them get into my soul. I thought that we were friends. I let Charm Boy see the real me. Full of my insecurity, my fear, my dreams-- he saw me. He used it against me. He took it all in. He digested it. And then he threw me up, like bad seafood.
Moral of the story. I should have never let my guard down. Now what do I do? I've been exposed for what I am. How do I hide? How do I forget?
There you stand. Shocked.
I'm such a fucking fool. I fell for it. For the stupid charming lines of a classic dickhead. I let them get into my soul. I thought that we were friends. I let Charm Boy see the real me. Full of my insecurity, my fear, my dreams-- he saw me. He used it against me. He took it all in. He digested it. And then he threw me up, like bad seafood.
Moral of the story. I should have never let my guard down. Now what do I do? I've been exposed for what I am. How do I hide? How do I forget?