Wen am i gonna be allowed to grow up?

Sep 28, 2004 22:00

Well i dont know where to start, im just gonna sit here and think for awhile...

thought about it.
Its the holidays, i havent done a lot, caught up on sleep i well and truly needed, and then first week i sat and watched my mum and sister paint my sisters room, cos she changed rooms so therefore she didnt wanna ugly greeny stuff, so now its a very cool pink colour. worked occassionally just pissing around. i watched Lotr:Fotr for the first time on sunday and man am i now hooked and cant wait for tommorrow for teh trilogy screening at church when i can see 2 & 3. so yeah thats tomoorws plans. and yeah, bit of a nothing happening hols, went to taupo the first weekend man was that a good weekend. man am i gonna be pleased when i can be old enough to hang with friends, and be good enough to hang with people, im so excited about next year in ways but gutted in others. everyone i know is going to wellington other than one who is going to belgium, and where am i going oh wait a minute no where. im never gonna be with them, man i hate the thought of it, it makes me get tears everytime i think about it, i have great memorys with them and i dont want them to end but once next year comes and they go to uni, there wil be very little times i will see them again. it makes me feel kinda lonely, knowing they will all be together down in welly and me being here. yeah kinda tired will finish this post tomoorw
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