broken girl with a broken smile

[gurl_younastyyy]

sometimes i just want to run away.
i have a bunch of decisions to make - important ones at that -
and i am very indecisive. it sucks a whole lot.
but i am still fucking awesome.

whatever.

im going to austin the last weekend of january.
the contender (!!!!) is playing a show with ricin.
ricin is my boy, mikehopes band. and it is also his birthday.
which means i have to be there.
if you want to go, let me know.

one time in austin this summer,
danae and i were obsessed with these gutter punk boys we saw.
we followed them. they were smelly and hot and fucking amazing.
thats my story.

i dont remember this weekend.
well i remember it,
but it was a huge blur.
i remember seeing pride kills was amazing.
and i remember that i still hate the dallas scene
and the faggots that give it a shitty name.
and i remember that i still hate crews.
and i remember that jerk and i discussed whether tupac was dead or alive.
and i remember that i love to hate my boyfriend.
and thats it.

with hate,
ally