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Jul 13, 2002 00:27

*It friggin sux to be me right now, seriously. There is SO much drama right now I`m about to go beat someone up. I`m so upset...I`m soo mad b/c Tommy doesn`t like me back, and I feel like he should ...How shallow is that? Like what makes me so special that he needs to like me? How pathetic am I for not being able to deal w/him not liking me? I KNOW I am stronger than this, but right now I`m so sick of everything...it`s like w/e...I`m not gunna put on a happy act right @ this moment b/c I don`t have the effort n e more. My head is killing me and I`m out of sleeping pills....

I won`t talk to anyone,
I won`t look @ anyone but him,
And I don`t think he`s listening,
I doubt he even knows my name..
So i say..."When will he notice me"
...And it feels...just like a hand grenade









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