I can't believe this isn't a dream.
Mike Titus died.
Mike like my Mike.
This feels like a dream.
I can't believe it.
I am typing this because this has to be a dream and when I wake up I will know if this is real.
But if its not Mike I miss you.
I need you to come home!
I know you were heading home early cause I asked you;
I don't know how this could happen to you.
You are amazing and I can't believe this.
Its you the Mike I blasted my ears out with "Pretty Fly" and my Mike that took ridiculous pictures with, and my Mike who used to let me cheat like crazy in HL 2 matches, and my Mike that acted like my big brother, the Mike who was always there for me.
You had such a big impact on my life and I know even though we both don't believe in any religion except video games and how we joked about that so much, I know there has to be a better place for you. If not maybe I'll see you in another life and everything will be the same. I can't believe this happened to you. I miss you!
You were there when I needed to cry and held me and took care of me when I wasn't feeling well; you were there to party with me and there to be there for me in any way to me you could.
You were there as a teacher, a brother, a gaming buddy, a fukin shrink!!, a best friend.
I miss you so much.
You saved me from the Judson, you hugged me when I needed a hug, you'd wake me up while I was sleeping in class, you dressed up in ridicous clothes because I fealt stupid in my clothes, you'd bring me stuff just to make me smile, seeing you made me smile, you dyed your hair blue and white for me, you would cheer me up whenever I fealt down, we'd dance with computer chairs just to look stupid, you saved me on freshman Friday, you were everything!
You are so incredible and you mean so much to me.
This feeling inside of me is so crazy; I can't believe this is happening.
Please read this and know I love you and miss you and know everything is gonna be all right. I know your out there and we will see each other! Because I know you are there. I feel you watching me you out there somewhere and we'll find eachother. I know it!
I love you. I'll see you again.
The last words I told you were 'I miss you and I can't wait to see you.' in an email. THey haven't changed. I can't wait to see you!
Mike like my Mike.
This feels like a dream.
I can't believe it.
I am typing this because this has to be a dream and when I wake up I will know if this is real.
But if its not Mike I miss you.
I need you to come home!
I know you were heading home early cause I asked you;
I don't know how this could happen to you.
You are amazing and I can't believe this.
Its you the Mike I blasted my ears out with "Pretty Fly" and my Mike that took ridiculous pictures with, and my Mike who used to let me cheat like crazy in HL 2 matches, and my Mike that acted like my big brother, the Mike who was always there for me.
You had such a big impact on my life and I know even though we both don't believe in any religion except video games and how we joked about that so much, I know there has to be a better place for you. If not maybe I'll see you in another life and everything will be the same. I can't believe this happened to you. I miss you!
You were there when I needed to cry and held me and took care of me when I wasn't feeling well; you were there to party with me and there to be there for me in any way to me you could.
You were there as a teacher, a brother, a gaming buddy, a fukin shrink!!, a best friend.
I miss you so much.
You saved me from the Judson, you hugged me when I needed a hug, you'd wake me up while I was sleeping in class, you dressed up in ridicous clothes because I fealt stupid in my clothes, you'd bring me stuff just to make me smile, seeing you made me smile, you dyed your hair blue and white for me, you would cheer me up whenever I fealt down, we'd dance with computer chairs just to look stupid, you saved me on freshman Friday, you were everything!
You are so incredible and you mean so much to me.
This feeling inside of me is so crazy; I can't believe this is happening.
Please read this and know I love you and miss you and know everything is gonna be all right. I know your out there and we will see each other! Because I know you are there. I feel you watching me you out there somewhere and we'll find eachother. I know it!
I love you. I'll see you again.
The last words I told you were 'I miss you and I can't wait to see you.' in an email. THey haven't changed. I can't wait to see you!