...absolutely spent...
Today...today was going...today is inconsequential. I was experiencing it and living in it until the end of it...when I...Let's just say that a piece of me died. Now, this is not in any kind of dramatic way, this slice of my being has been withering for some time, carrying on well past his time...fighting to be long after even he knows he is done...fighting for the sake of possibility, I suppose....and being, none-the-less...and then it wasn't anymore, one less possible place for me to stand; one less angle for me to see...I cried a little, like you do when things die.
Things change so abruptly. I feel blind-sided, but I should probably be happy. It's just one life, and this one keeps defining itself. I'll just set my face to the usual arrangement, I suppose.
...I just remember how very much I wanted to be...what I thought that karma had taken from me...which never really was, because it wasn't of me...and now someone else has my dream.
...
What an absolutely funny thing. I'm spent.
-Guppy
Things change so abruptly. I feel blind-sided, but I should probably be happy. It's just one life, and this one keeps defining itself. I'll just set my face to the usual arrangement, I suppose.
...I just remember how very much I wanted to be...what I thought that karma had taken from me...which never really was, because it wasn't of me...and now someone else has my dream.
...
What an absolutely funny thing. I'm spent.
-Guppy