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I have lost all urges to socialize in the past 2 days. Therefore nothing much ahas happened in that time.
I did see Jamie again, and this time almost completely ignored him. It was more like:
Jamie: Hey Wayde!
Me: Hey.
...me continue to walk past him after his light "punch" to the shoulder.
I'm so used to his abnoxious greetings. For that matter, it seems as if all the people I know are somewhat respecting me more than usual, or at least saying hello.
Today I slept in till 1pm and did absolutely no studying at all. I have been going through random friends link in LJs and Deviant Art. I even managed to find Cathy Boyd's Deviant Art account. And KC's and his girl-friend whoever the hell she is.
I'm very very bored. And realized I cycle through 3 main emotions in the same order: happy, depressed, angry, repeat. No shaking, just merely repeat. So, I have found out the best way to get myself happy is to yell at someone, then ususally within 5 minutes I am happy and hyper. But this leads to me thinking happy thoughts which makes me sad again.
For instance today I was slightly down, then I went to play CS with then at the SUB, I got happy, then mad, and now I am down again. I have the urge to yell at malcolm or eric right now for some odd reason.
I did see Jamie again, and this time almost completely ignored him. It was more like:
Jamie: Hey Wayde!
Me: Hey.
...me continue to walk past him after his light "punch" to the shoulder.
I'm so used to his abnoxious greetings. For that matter, it seems as if all the people I know are somewhat respecting me more than usual, or at least saying hello.
Today I slept in till 1pm and did absolutely no studying at all. I have been going through random friends link in LJs and Deviant Art. I even managed to find Cathy Boyd's Deviant Art account. And KC's and his girl-friend whoever the hell she is.
I'm very very bored. And realized I cycle through 3 main emotions in the same order: happy, depressed, angry, repeat. No shaking, just merely repeat. So, I have found out the best way to get myself happy is to yell at someone, then ususally within 5 minutes I am happy and hyper. But this leads to me thinking happy thoughts which makes me sad again.
For instance today I was slightly down, then I went to play CS with then at the SUB, I got happy, then mad, and now I am down again. I have the urge to yell at malcolm or eric right now for some odd reason.