February!!!
WOW, a whole month into the New Year has already passed. I can't believe it. 2006 is already on its way to being over. So much has happened, and so much is happeneing. This is my far one of my CRAZIEST semesters!!! seriously, i think my sleep is caught during my blinking! This semester i'm taking 18credit hours!!! (requirement cuz i'm gettin my masters), i'm working (every cent goes to bills :( i feel so broke all the time)! i'm have to do over 30hrs in the schools outside classtime for my major~!!! and i'm in 3organizations!! i seriously LIVE AND DIE by my planner. i'm going strong from 7am-9pm everyday of the week!!!
after all that i still try to get to the gym mostly everyday. i've lost 4lbs YAY. running just may actually pay off.
my love life has started up again... yes its finally so... reynald and i r back together. i'm really praying a lot about this. i kno what some people have said about it, but i'm glad the friends i have are just supportive of my happiness. so far things are going really well. there's actually SEE-ABLE changes from him that show me that we can possibly succeed in "us" again. i really love him, but i've created a bouncy net in case i fall this time. Valentine's Day is coming up, and i'm hoping its nothing too big that we do. a nice little sentimental "plan" i guess would do me just fine. something cozy, casual, sweet. we're not exactly on BIG budgets, so i def don't want n e thing fancy. I want to thank those that have been there for me though, and haven't left my side thru everything. i love you all!!! It's nice to see my friends and I go thru things together, and only stay strong. life is tough enough, ::sigh:: love ::sigh::
well as for another thing going on in my life!! i'm really excited about! i can't wait to write all about it!!! in a month or so! so stay tuned! all i can say is WOW.. where does my time go!? ...lol i guess it's not "my" time anymore anyways hahaha. but it's ok. i'm loving every minute of it that i'm experiencing!
I feel bad that i don't have time anymore, for even reynald! lol.. but it's nice to be supported while i do this :) It was soo sweet, my friend Bryan IM me the other day just to send love and support. Understanding is such a key. I keep getting yelled at that i have no time for people anymore, i'm glad its lovingly toned.lol. they understand that life is busy. especially trying to get my bills paid and get my hours in for my program. wow.
i can't wait until this semester gets by though. i'll feel soo accomplished by the end. i'll look back and not even see how i got through it. This summer is gonna strictly be working at fun fun Summer Camp. saving money can ACTUALLY start happening for me again! lol
....one more month for spring break. and i've been told something BIG may go down! i can't wait to find out!!! the only sucky part is i was hoping to go to Puerto Rico. i was sooo looking forward to that possibility. however $ was gonna be a HUGE issue, i was still trying for it. but now i've been told nothing is to be planned for that week. it would have been nice on the island tho. b/c joni is graduating and leaving for Japan. :( the beginning of the semester we got to hang out a lot. but i haven't seen her in a long time which makes me sad. however, life got CRAZY ass busy once school started, and i just got blamed for not having time. i don't kno, my trying has never been good enough. and it hurts b/c i know a LOT, so i think i'm realizing just exactly my "position" i was supposed to be filling. i don't kno how to explain, its just i know a LOT now, and i'm coming to terms with it all.
anyways... on another note, i have to get back to work and studying for my test that's tomorrow..!!! love to all hope life is good for everyone!! peace
after all that i still try to get to the gym mostly everyday. i've lost 4lbs YAY. running just may actually pay off.
my love life has started up again... yes its finally so... reynald and i r back together. i'm really praying a lot about this. i kno what some people have said about it, but i'm glad the friends i have are just supportive of my happiness. so far things are going really well. there's actually SEE-ABLE changes from him that show me that we can possibly succeed in "us" again. i really love him, but i've created a bouncy net in case i fall this time. Valentine's Day is coming up, and i'm hoping its nothing too big that we do. a nice little sentimental "plan" i guess would do me just fine. something cozy, casual, sweet. we're not exactly on BIG budgets, so i def don't want n e thing fancy. I want to thank those that have been there for me though, and haven't left my side thru everything. i love you all!!! It's nice to see my friends and I go thru things together, and only stay strong. life is tough enough, ::sigh:: love ::sigh::
well as for another thing going on in my life!! i'm really excited about! i can't wait to write all about it!!! in a month or so! so stay tuned! all i can say is WOW.. where does my time go!? ...lol i guess it's not "my" time anymore anyways hahaha. but it's ok. i'm loving every minute of it that i'm experiencing!
I feel bad that i don't have time anymore, for even reynald! lol.. but it's nice to be supported while i do this :) It was soo sweet, my friend Bryan IM me the other day just to send love and support. Understanding is such a key. I keep getting yelled at that i have no time for people anymore, i'm glad its lovingly toned.lol. they understand that life is busy. especially trying to get my bills paid and get my hours in for my program. wow.
i can't wait until this semester gets by though. i'll feel soo accomplished by the end. i'll look back and not even see how i got through it. This summer is gonna strictly be working at fun fun Summer Camp. saving money can ACTUALLY start happening for me again! lol
....one more month for spring break. and i've been told something BIG may go down! i can't wait to find out!!! the only sucky part is i was hoping to go to Puerto Rico. i was sooo looking forward to that possibility. however $ was gonna be a HUGE issue, i was still trying for it. but now i've been told nothing is to be planned for that week. it would have been nice on the island tho. b/c joni is graduating and leaving for Japan. :( the beginning of the semester we got to hang out a lot. but i haven't seen her in a long time which makes me sad. however, life got CRAZY ass busy once school started, and i just got blamed for not having time. i don't kno, my trying has never been good enough. and it hurts b/c i know a LOT, so i think i'm realizing just exactly my "position" i was supposed to be filling. i don't kno how to explain, its just i know a LOT now, and i'm coming to terms with it all.
anyways... on another note, i have to get back to work and studying for my test that's tomorrow..!!! love to all hope life is good for everyone!! peace