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that's how i feel right now, BLAH. i'm bored. there are about a million bazillion things that i should be doing now, but the motivation just isn't there at all. i like not doing anything, but at times it can be old. i'm SO ready to be back at home were i have things that i can do. i mean, i have stuff to do down here, but it's not the same. i want to be able to take the dogs to the lake, help mom out, go to church with dad, play donkey konga with logan, listen to tyler play his guitar (he's actually really good), love on david, sing veggie tales with allison, hang out at the pool with helen, nick, allie, and the rest of the gang, i just want to be back with the people that i love. i want to be able to go to the lake with the family and help out, pay for david's food when he loses his wallet, go out to a dinner and a movie with andrea and cassie (my fellow outlets...robots was too cool). i just feel really out of the loop down here like i'm missing out on everything. then again i am going to miss the crazy people down here too. i just really ready to get this semester over with. all of my classes have been either a complete waste of time, or they are taught by complete idiots. i'm ready to start over again with new classes, new material, and new professors. but that will come soon enough. i've learned that there really isn't enough time in the day, or in life in general. there are some many things that i want to accomplish before i leave this place. sometimes i don't know how i will get them all done. i guess that's part of it though. you have enough time to pick the things that you hold closest to your heart. experiences become more valued and more precious that way. i guess that's my deep thought for the day. i should get going on the less glamorus chemistry homework. i love you guys.