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As time go's on we try to forget the past, thinking that it will get easier but it will not, it has not. Nothing seems to matter anymore and all is lost. You look around and try to smile but break down (and if you do manage to smile it's fake). It hurts to see how people just forget. I find it kind of funny how a "happy" memorey or a fun time can seem so far away so far gone but a tragedy you dont want do remember seems as if it occured yeserday ever though it has almost been a year. I kept telling myself and others that it would get easier in time but that was a lie, I have found that the smiles have only become easier to fake and time is easier to waste