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TO FORGET TO FORGIVE
By: Adam Schlemper
People grow up having all these dreams
Saying they will be loved is one of the things
Being successful, and having a family to love…
But what are the principles for having this stuff?
(CHORUS)
Memories of hardship, starvation occur…
The first six years of my life was considered a blur
Arguments, Breakdowns, Abuse and Neglect
Some of the memories that I’ll never forget
Remembering those cold broken congested nights
Staggering with pain after getting in fights
Left to sit by the water as the time passes
Thinking about all the hardships that come in huge masses…
If you had been there, what would I have to say?
(CHORUS)
This fallen nightmare .......blackens out the sky
On my own now, to tough to cry
But when do I let go? When do I give in?
To committing these things they said to be sins
I want to wipe you away ---clean from me
You are like a boat sailing empty to sea
Empty like I said, I am glad that you’re dead
This song I wrote for some reason about you
Is the fucking anger handed down from you too?
It’s all complicated and studied as hate
All because you’ve left my life… and you just couldn’t wait
Isn’t that right….you’re a person in the sky
When I think about you, I want to cry
Its not because I miss you, Not because I love you
Somehow still………….why?
(CHORUS)
Without your help, they can’t comprehend
Why my head is destroyed, I can’t fix it or mend
The damage has been done, there’s no turning back
Somehow Ill put my life back on track
I want to forget the nightmares I have, and the darkness I see
If pain is fucking suffering, try living as me
Unaccomplished, not loved or recognized
I needed you…..I still do…I don’t want to hide
A N Y M O R E
You still show no sympathy
That’s why you all disowned me
For not being like you, because I couldn’t hate
Sorry for not having the same family trait
Easy to forget and start all over
Having new kids, and remarried to her
No one wonders of the kids you once had
What did they do to make you so mad?
Forget it, ecstatic, perplexed and stressed
Having this difficult life, I guess I am blessed?
Suffering from drugs put me in that happy place
I’ll forget you shut me out, I disappeared from your space
So this is to that and that’s changed to now
When you fuckers heard I changed you wondered how
This is the story I have since been complete
Overcoming the past, was my astonishing feat
To continue and love others is what I will do
Surrounding myself around the friends I have so few
They’re the ones that matter, they understand my pain
Altering my personality to help make me more sane………….
(CHORUS)
THE END_______
( CHORUS:
TO FORGIVE AND FORGET,
ITS WHY I REGRET
THE SYMPATHY IS APPROXIMATELY THE DIFFERANCE,
THIS HALLUCINATION BUILT UP MY TIME HERE A TRANCE,
A TRANCE TO VISIT, VISIT THE WORLD.....)
@#$%^&*( HOLLA BACK AT ME AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK....THAT IS, IF YOU READ THIS AT ALL... THANKS)
aDaM
By: Adam Schlemper
People grow up having all these dreams
Saying they will be loved is one of the things
Being successful, and having a family to love…
But what are the principles for having this stuff?
(CHORUS)
Memories of hardship, starvation occur…
The first six years of my life was considered a blur
Arguments, Breakdowns, Abuse and Neglect
Some of the memories that I’ll never forget
Remembering those cold broken congested nights
Staggering with pain after getting in fights
Left to sit by the water as the time passes
Thinking about all the hardships that come in huge masses…
If you had been there, what would I have to say?
(CHORUS)
This fallen nightmare .......blackens out the sky
On my own now, to tough to cry
But when do I let go? When do I give in?
To committing these things they said to be sins
I want to wipe you away ---clean from me
You are like a boat sailing empty to sea
Empty like I said, I am glad that you’re dead
This song I wrote for some reason about you
Is the fucking anger handed down from you too?
It’s all complicated and studied as hate
All because you’ve left my life… and you just couldn’t wait
Isn’t that right….you’re a person in the sky
When I think about you, I want to cry
Its not because I miss you, Not because I love you
Somehow still………….why?
(CHORUS)
Without your help, they can’t comprehend
Why my head is destroyed, I can’t fix it or mend
The damage has been done, there’s no turning back
Somehow Ill put my life back on track
I want to forget the nightmares I have, and the darkness I see
If pain is fucking suffering, try living as me
Unaccomplished, not loved or recognized
I needed you…..I still do…I don’t want to hide
A N Y M O R E
You still show no sympathy
That’s why you all disowned me
For not being like you, because I couldn’t hate
Sorry for not having the same family trait
Easy to forget and start all over
Having new kids, and remarried to her
No one wonders of the kids you once had
What did they do to make you so mad?
Forget it, ecstatic, perplexed and stressed
Having this difficult life, I guess I am blessed?
Suffering from drugs put me in that happy place
I’ll forget you shut me out, I disappeared from your space
So this is to that and that’s changed to now
When you fuckers heard I changed you wondered how
This is the story I have since been complete
Overcoming the past, was my astonishing feat
To continue and love others is what I will do
Surrounding myself around the friends I have so few
They’re the ones that matter, they understand my pain
Altering my personality to help make me more sane………….
(CHORUS)
THE END_______
( CHORUS:
TO FORGIVE AND FORGET,
ITS WHY I REGRET
THE SYMPATHY IS APPROXIMATELY THE DIFFERANCE,
THIS HALLUCINATION BUILT UP MY TIME HERE A TRANCE,
A TRANCE TO VISIT, VISIT THE WORLD.....)
@#$%^&*( HOLLA BACK AT ME AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK....THAT IS, IF YOU READ THIS AT ALL... THANKS)
aDaM