your lips are better than mine, so kiss this goodbye

[gunsxtoxthexsky]

looks like i lost a friend last night. i seem to be the bad guy at everything lately. yea sure, i admit it, i fucked up a couple times. i know im bad at calling people back/at all. but the one time i do, when im trying to be a better friend, i call three hours late. but not on purpose. im sorry that i went to my art class so i can be a better artist so i can get fame and fortune. im sorry for going and cashing my check so i can have money to hang out with my friends. im sorry for going out and getting a camera, that ive been wanting for years. im sorry FOR SPENDING A LITTLE TIME WITH MY MOTHER THAT I USUALLY DONT GET A CHANCE TO FUCKING DO. actually, im not sorry, not this time. i didnt do a fucking thing wrong this time. i guess when i try to be a better friend, i just mess up even more. well fuck you both, i hope youre both happy. this time, my heart is broken. are you happy you finally got even?

btw i dont think im gonna update for a while, no one ever comments or anything so why bother.