Day 1
day 1 of being broken up.
its been 2 years and almost 3 months.
this completely sucks.
i dont know what hurts more: the fact that ill never see him again, or the fact that he wants to be single and meet new people.
i guess i dont really care what hurts more, just the fact that im sitting here choking back tears is what really matters.
i cant do anything to change your mind, and i guess im going to have to live with it.
im so emotionally torn apart right now that i cant eat, i cant study, i cant do anything but sit here and cry.
its so hard not to text you right now. its so hard not to call you and talk to you. i keep looking at pictures of you and me, from when we were happy, and knowing that i can never have that again completely crushes me.
i just want you to know these past years have meant so much to me, that i dont know how to be me at all.
im so comfortable with you that its so hard your not around.
you were my best friend. and now i have no one.
2 years is a long time to love someone, and its probably going to take me more time to get over you.
you were everything to me, and yeah i know im only 20 and still have so much life left, but i thought you were the one.
i would of spent my life with you.
the worst part about it is that i cant do anything to change your mind, so im stuck like this.
im completely broken and i cant be fixed right now.
maybe tomorrow will be a better day.. maybe not
i guess i have to take it one day at a time.
i would rather be with you then to loose you baby...
im so in love with you..
the healing process begins..
its been 2 years and almost 3 months.
this completely sucks.
i dont know what hurts more: the fact that ill never see him again, or the fact that he wants to be single and meet new people.
i guess i dont really care what hurts more, just the fact that im sitting here choking back tears is what really matters.
i cant do anything to change your mind, and i guess im going to have to live with it.
im so emotionally torn apart right now that i cant eat, i cant study, i cant do anything but sit here and cry.
its so hard not to text you right now. its so hard not to call you and talk to you. i keep looking at pictures of you and me, from when we were happy, and knowing that i can never have that again completely crushes me.
i just want you to know these past years have meant so much to me, that i dont know how to be me at all.
im so comfortable with you that its so hard your not around.
you were my best friend. and now i have no one.
2 years is a long time to love someone, and its probably going to take me more time to get over you.
you were everything to me, and yeah i know im only 20 and still have so much life left, but i thought you were the one.
i would of spent my life with you.
the worst part about it is that i cant do anything to change your mind, so im stuck like this.
im completely broken and i cant be fixed right now.
maybe tomorrow will be a better day.. maybe not
i guess i have to take it one day at a time.
i would rather be with you then to loose you baby...
im so in love with you..
the healing process begins..