Worst weekend of my life.
I just had the worst weekend of my life. Thank you 2011. Not only did I cry Friday, Saturday, and Sunday but also lost my relationship twice as well as finding out something that I wish I didnt know.
I guess I'm just a walking target. Always set up for heartbreak.
I am so upset beyond belief. It sucks because I would rather be with you knowing what you did and how you hurt me then to spend the next year of my life (probably even more then that) knowing I would never see you again. That is sad. I know I'm still young but I honestly thought that was it, that me and you were going to be together forever; and that's why this is so hard for me I'm so sick to my stomach all the time know what happened.
Maybe I'll actually be able to eat tomorrow. Maybe not. Maybe the gym will help me take out some of my frustration with everything going on right now.
Maybe 2011 is the time to make everything right. Time to get in shape, time to really study for school, and maybe to make things right.
I don't know.
For the first time in my life I just don't know anymore.
So I'm just going to cry myself to sleep, again.
That's it for now, see ya.
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