Fucking blah emo entry

Oct 04, 2004 15:47

Mm.

Volleyball is over for me, as my show now kicks into full gear and I will no longer have the time or the energy to continue playing without positively dying. On the upside, my show is now kicking into full swing and is a completely enjoyable experience. I've come down with somewhat of a cold, and I feel pretty shitty due to stuffiness and sneeziness. All in all, things are pretty blah.

I feel downtrodden. I feel fucking... like I'm wading through drudgery. Nothing gets me excited anymore. I'm not living up to what I said I would do in school, and its almost completely on account of my acute laziness. Every day I'm either tired or sick or smoking or recovering from something I smoked.

Maybe I should get back in really good shape. Make my body my work of art, you know? If I did it before, I can do it again I guess. But I'll be cooler this time. Not so concieted. A cool guy with a great body.

I fucking wish.

Said the white middle-class guy in the prime of his youth who also happened to be a cool guy with a relatively good body, but who is still gonna whine about this shit anyway just because he can.
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