wanderlust.
haven't written for a while. not sure why. i am no longer a first year student at university which is very odd. i didn't work hard enough. things are going well with matt i think but i am very scared. lately i don't really like myself but i feel like i might in the summer when things change and i can try harder. since university has finished i have been hanging out and stuff and it's been fun. very excited for the next few months. i think i am okay. i haven't been sleeping lately. i think i'll watch from beginning to end in bed. tomorrow i will write in my journal and think about opening a film blog again and think about paris.
summer things:
+ cook
+ bake
+ sitting in the living room with the windows open and music on with my friends
+ buy some skates & skate around the park with jess in a vest and shorts
+ swim & jog & gym.
+ work hard
+ smoke in jess's room under that skylight
+ learn guitar & magic & french
+ watch lots of films & read lots of books
+ make my friends play games
+ board games
+ write
+ make lots of photos & produce lots of photos
+ sunbathe
+ drink on the beach
+ print off all of the photos on my tumblr and stick them to my wall
+ get a dreamcatcher, a star projector and incense
+ find new music
+ make things with my own hands
+ be part of this city