a dream.
i am sitting on a bus and i am hugely depressed. lean my head against the cold window and close my eyes. almost fall asleep. i am jerked awake by someone sitting next to me who smiles at me. he is a good looking man with a big smile who talks to me and slowly pulls me out of my sadness. he is funny and easy to get along with. he gets off of the bus and it now i realise he is missing half of his leg (my phobia is amputees for reasons i do not know.) he takes his crutch from the front of the bus and waves to me. i get off at the next stop crippled by my fear. i want to be his friend but i am also torn by the fact i have a boyfriend. what do i do? a friend tells me to run and tell him my facebook details so we can chat.
wake up.
(he was walking down the road where Nige used to live.)