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Feb 19, 2005 20:48

I think I'm becoming cynical in my old age. I've got so much shit to do, but I don't feel like doing it. I need to be studying for Calc right now, since I'm not doing well in the class, but I'm not. I'm sitting here on my ass listening to the Smiths's "Meat is Murder" and waiting for my laundry to get done so I can put it into the dryer. heh. Saturday night and I'm doing laundry. I looked at the calander and realized that my birthday will be here pretty soon. I think I'm finally going to go out and do whatever it is people do when they go out. Probably socialize, probably dance, probably drink. I don't know why I've yet to drink at college. I remember having a conversation with Doran about drinking, how he was saying I was gonna end up doing it since the opportunity was always going to be there. But, I haven't yet. I have no moral problems with drinking, so why haven't I? It's not going to make me a bad person, and I'm not doing it to fit in. Well, maybe I am going to do it to fit in. Besides, I'm tired of responding to the question "What are your plans this weekend?" with "Um....what time is it right now?" Maybe it'll do me some good. I just know that if I have to keep just chilling in this room with people all the time, I'm probably going to loose my mind. Not that there's anything wrong with that. It just gets boring after doing it all the time. Kurosh is moving his shit out Monday, I think. Then I can rearrange this room however I feel. It's nice with a single. Quiet. Playing music all the time. Laundry's done.

I played in a Halo tourney today. We got rolled, but it was ok while it lasted. The RAs here don't plan things too well. I've also started to play Magic: The Gathering alot with Pete. I forgot how much fun it is. Let's see... I'm still going to class, even though I skipped a few this week.

Foundation by Asimov is the greatest series ever.

I was going over the events of last night, and I think that Rachael and Josh might have thought that I was kicking them out. When I said "I'm going to late night...", I ment "wanna come with me?" not "so go away."
I ment the former, so I'm sorry if it appeared to be the latter. I wasn't feeling to good last night.

Good God I sure can ramble. More later.
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