Life sucks i guess
Yeah, things are ok. I fuckin hate this, i'm still depressed. I thought when i would leave maine that it would go away, or at least for a bit, but it hasn't. I hate talking about myself like this, i mean, also in general too. I do nothing but work, sleep, and i'm always out of the house. I don't like bothering my parents for anything, not even like food. I buy my own food, and just do with that. I am going to have a big party over the summer, i was gonna take like a week off of work and rent this little beach house cottage thing, and just have people come over the week. It'll be in Rhode Island, and i'm excited for it coming up, but also not, just cause people seeing other people are jus gonna cause drama, and drama is fucking childish. If you wanna start stuff, just don't, at least not in front of people. But i just hope things are gonna go better by next year. I also might be moving to Texas for a bit, with my brother. But i don't even know about that, we'll just have to see, you know. But, i'ma just have to take things one step at a time, and hopefully things will go better. mmm... i feel like deleting this entry, already talked about myself too much. Eh whatever, already wrote it.