aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh
yeah so i THOUGHT the talk with mel and james went really well. i am so sososososooo fuckin pissed off right now. I haven't seen my pal sarah in like a year and I miss her to peices because she's my favourite favourite person in the whole fucking world, and last night she was supposed to come over but some shit went down and then I stayed over there. mind you it was like 1000 when I left. so I called james at 1000 this morning and told him I wanted to help her pack and stuff but her mom didn't get off work until 8 that night so she couldn't take me home until she was ready. so james gets all pissy and is just being rude and short like I was doing a crime...and if I couldn't be home by 830 then I was sooo horrible or something like that. so its just all bullshit that whenever i do go out it is cut short so i can be here JUST IN CASE they need a babysitter. i'm so mad so sososososooss so mad. I hate living here now. its almost not worth it.