Laughing and Crying

[gunmummy]

Lost on this way
searching for my day
keeping my eyes to the sky
but my feet drag the ground

Hoping just doesn't pay
i'll have to find a way
to open up my eyes
and get myself of the ground

So i'm pushing and pulling
crawling and screaming
but no one hears what i say

I'm laughing and crying
living and dying
wishing that i just had
something to say

Try to open doors
searching for whats in store
reaching for the knob
but that key i threw away

What am i looking for
could it be something more
something that comes with time
or something i threw away

may 2003