May 15, 2004 19:05
Now, that Amanda and I are fighting…ONCE AGAIN. I think I am going to throw her away. She just seems to hurt me in every little way.
Taylor-I love you..I adore you. Your a part of my life..ur there when I need you. I may hurt but I don't know how to handle these feelings. I'm not use to this...I just don't know how to say it...call me later...okay?
Amanda-get the fuck out of my life...you whorebag
XxpInKp00dLeSxX: haha a fucking internet relationshyp!!!?!?!?! hahaha puhhh lezz. yeah right homie i can get REAL ppl you noe.. the ones that are REAL...that EXIST in REALITY.
XxpInKp00dLeSxX: in reality YOU CANT BE WITH HIM
XxpInKp00dLeSxX: [in reality you treat MY BEEFy like shit]
MoRbIdScReAmS666: "you treat me like shit all the fucking time. and you always have. and even when i TRY and be decent...its pointless."
XxpInKp00dLeSxX: no shes the one thats messed up dude seriously. dude she treated me great and i hated it. okay i hate being treated like i am gold to someone coz then i have to break their heart when i tell them thats not how it is for me
XxpInKp00dLeSxX: okay so dont fucking quote kath she is NOT a part of this convo
MoRbIdScReAmS666: Benny...is my fucking life amanda...and if you dont accept it like other ppl do..I DONT WANT TO BE UR FRIEND...you treat me like nothing...like dirt
XxpInKp00dLeSxX: you treat beefy like shit
XxpInKp00dLeSxX: less then that
MoRbIdScReAmS666: HA! Yeah sureee I do...
XxpInKp00dLeSxX: benny is a fucking loser.. he needs to get a life as much as you do. date someone that exists in your fucking reality
MoRbIdScReAmS666: I TRY SOO HARD NOT TO HURT HER. Benny knows....
XxpInKp00dLeSxX: god you guys are so pathetic
XxpInKp00dLeSxX: yeah i dont kare if benny noes coz no one else does asshole
MoRbIdScReAmS666: HES NOT FUCKING DATING ME
XxpInKp00dLeSxX: exactly
MoRbIdScReAmS666: He never will...and I never want him to date me...
XxpInKp00dLeSxX: bullshit
XxpInKp00dLeSxX: BULL FUKCING SHIT
MoRbIdScReAmS666: It will ruin OUR perfect friendship
XxpInKp00dLeSxX: its not perfect asshole... duh you cant see him/be with him/touch him
XxpInKp00dLeSxX: haha your a loser
XxpInKp00dLeSxX: how is beefy sapposed ot noe how you feel if all you kare about is benny
MoRbIdScReAmS666: Yeah...you know wut...I'll spill my heart out...
XxpInKp00dLeSxX: "amanda your nuddin to me blah blah neither is beefy...benny is all that matters.. coz you noe he can never hurt me if i never meet him"
MoRbIdScReAmS666: HA!
MoRbIdScReAmS666: Amanda UR nothing to me now.
MoRbIdScReAmS666: Benny isn't the only thing that matters
XxpInKp00dLeSxX: i never wus dont lie to me
XxpInKp00dLeSxX: yeah coz you noe.. everyone else is just so damn important to you right
I'm sorry but I'm done. I'm not taking this anymore.
I am not a toy. Once you break me...I can't be the same.
I have to go now..I'm going to have a fucking rough night tonight