Gundam Kyrios can stamp me any day. ♥
General---Information
★ Name: Norkia
★ Age: 22
★ Gender: female
★ Likes: animals in general (though I specifically feel drawn to birds), animation of all kinds, dreams and daydreaming, mecha and aircraft (especially fantasy aircraft), wings and flight, clouds, my cats ♥, rain, seeing/experiencing/learning new things, crazy fandom crossovers, listening to music (mostly instrumental), artistic stuff, stupid memes
★ Dislikes: bullies, cruel people in general that get a sick thrill out of hurting other people and animals, bigots, the sun shining in my eyes every morning, people that make my personal faith of choice look bad, purists/elitists, condescending people, being allergic to cinnamon ;_;
★ Hobbies, Interests, Talents: I collect lots of different stuff (plushies, toys/figures of my favorite fandoms, mecha model kits, anime DVDs, etc.)- it's pretty much been a life-long hobby of mine. XD I also like driving and travelling to different places and exploring areas I've never visited, visiting zoos and wildlife parks, daydreaming, watching TV and movies (mostly cooking shows and animated stuff of all varieties), and sleeping. I can... kinda draw, though I don't often do it nowadays, and my job is involved with audio/visual technology so I have a bit of knowledge in that area and I'm learning more. I suppose that counts as a talent? I'm also beginning to get interested in sewing~
★ Describe yourself in three words: imaginative, inquisitive, calm
In--depth
★ Strong Points:I'm not judgmental at the drop of a hat. I tend to care for the well-being of others. I'm observant and thoughtful (though I perhaps look into things TOO much that I miss other details). I'm modest (though probably to a fault). I can keep secrets and I never "take sides" or want to have any involvement in petty quarrels, though I will defend a person if I know that they're being wrongfully talked about.
★ Weak Points: I'm lazy and disorganized. e_e I'm very unmotivated and find it difficult to focus (though amazingly, when I am able to focus, I can never be torn away from whatever I'm working at). I'm a packrat and have lots of junk lying around that I just don't need. I'm a bit too sensitive and tend to take some things more seriously than I should and I have a quick temper- in fact, I tend to be TOO serious at times. Very shy and distant from others, awkward in social situations, inarticulate, and very unassertive. I can be a tad naive and too trusting towards people. I tend to lack confidence in myself and often beat myself up. I tend to look at smaller details and completely miss the big picture. Oh, and I'm VERY fickle and indecisive. x_x
★ Fears: Heights make me uncomfortable, though it's mostly the thought of falling from a high place. I've often had dreams where I'd fall off a ledge and it kinda sticks strongly with me when I wake up- I just wish I could fly to avoid that fear. I love airplane rides, though, so pretty much if I'm in a contained area I find heights to be fun (except for when I have to drive on tall highway loops). I also fear change and want to latch on to the familiar.
★ Goals in Life: To actually know what I want to do in life. e_e I've pursued several goals in the past only to flop short of them, and it's tapped my motivation and nowadays I just tend to live for the present day instead of dwelling on the past or looking forward to the future. I really don't know what I'd like to do in life, even at this age, and... I just wish that I could find my true calling to help me make the most of life.
I also kinda (okay, REALLY) want to learn how to fly a plane, but the fear of not paying enough attention to details and crashing to the ground is keeping me from actually pursuing it. -_-
★ How do you perceive yourself? I don't think highly of myself. I keep pushing and telling myself to improve, but when I end up disappointing myself after striving, I just beat myself up at the end of the day. XP Otherwise, I consider myself good-natured and with good intentions, though merely human and as flawed as other people are.
★ How do people perceive you? I... really don't know. I was kind of an outcast while growing up, so probably "that quiet weird girl". And I guess my family sees me as a bit childish and sensitive, but overall good-natured. But yeah, this is really difficult for me to answer. :x
★ What does "Trust" mean to you? Unwavering confidence that somebody won't let you down regardless of who you are. I find that I can trust others too easily, and yet I have a difficult time trusting myself.
★ Describe your personality: Although I tend to be asocial and aloof, I love having fun and I'll happily help others when the time calls for it, and I almost wish that I wasn't so socially awkward since I have those times where I wish I had some company and an ear to blab off about the stuff I love to. I can generally be calm and quiet and a bit awkward in conversation, but when I hit a topic that I'm passionate about, I feel that I can break out of my shell easier and have a great time. Otherwise... see above.
Short--Answer
★ If you have lost everything and everyone you love, what would you do? I'd break down for some time, but eventually come to my senses and realize that I have a life in front of me that needs to be lived; my loved ones wouldn't want me to spend the rest of my life in grief after all. I would probably start a new life in another place, likely somewhere remote- partly because I love the outdoors and partly out of hesitation to develop more relationships out of fear of losing them as well.
★ Are you a Leader or a Follower? I tend to go it alone when I can, but in a group I'm definitely a follower. I can never trust myself in a leadership position, especially if something crucial is to rest on my shoulders, and I don't mind being ordered around.
★ Are you optimistic or Pessimistic? A balance. Not everything's going to be sunshine and roses, but there will be many positive things yet to come.
★ What is your general Mood? Docile
Gundam--00
★ Favorite Character and why? Graham is awesome. :D In-between the hot-blooded disposition, amazing piloting skills, and over-the-top determination... well, what's not to like?
★ Least Favorite Character and why? Nena Trinity. >( I don't necessarily hate her now as much as I used to, but shooting up the wedding was unjustified and the whole thing generally invoked raaaaage within me considering that I adore Saji and Louise's relationship (though I guess I should give Nena credit for kicking things up bit regarding those two). I also just find her to be generally irksome. D: Her Haro is awesome, though!
★ Favorite Mobile Suit? A tough call between Kyrios and the various Flag units (especially Over Flag ♥). They have sexy sleek, streamlined designs and are just generally awesome to watch in combat, and the flight modes are a definite plus. :3
★ Least Favorite Mobile Suit? None. I love 'em all~
* Would you join Celestial Being? (please explain what you think their motives are if yes) Only if I could pilot a Gundam and have my own Haro, but generally no. They have good intentions, but trolling the world like that to stop war altogether feels counterproductive.
* Haro? HARO GENKI ♥ ♥ ♥
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