I'm not to entirely sure i disagree with the way things are going on inside the walls of my dormitory... however, i cannot be to entirely pleased with everything that is going on outside.
As a teacher, i would like to say that If any students wish to talk with me, i am here. However...
As a friend, i am here as well.
Irvine came over the night after the field trip was cancled. I was working out when he came over, so i took a shower...
Irvine ended up joinging me.
It... it was the first time I ever really let myself go... before that i was always to... to.. to i dont know what to do anything with anyone...
He spent the night... but we didn't, i didn't want to go all the way. He slept in the bed with me... that was it...
im at a loss for words, and i cannot say im upset about it.
perhaps i'll find those words one day. until then, this will have to sufice ...
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