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when i was 12 my older brother chris told me "friends come and go gr, remember family is always there me,jesse,matt,mom, and dad will always be here for you not matter what"
hlaf of that statement is true
some of my closest friends i had since i was born are all gone now. we all went our own seperate ways
and seeing them now is like a reunion idk. ive been questiong a lot of things lately.
of who i should be friends with. shit idk. all i know is that bringing more people in your life is risky, because in the end there all gone NO MATTER WHAT. you'll say "friends forever" but no friends for about a year depends on the connection. theres only been one friend that has been with me through out my journey and that is my neighbor stevie, i love that guy. im not saying im gonna lose him or hes like my all time ultimate im just saying wow that guy has been with me for 18 years now. fucking crazy.
but the friends i have now dylan,phil,jp,nate,shuan..etc i love them all. i will always have good and bad memories and believe me i wont forget them. they carry me out through my day. shitt they put me in the moods im in. and lately its been alot of bad ones. i just seem to hide it very well. welll back to homework hopefully graduate tomorrow and goin to copeland.
hlaf of that statement is true
some of my closest friends i had since i was born are all gone now. we all went our own seperate ways
and seeing them now is like a reunion idk. ive been questiong a lot of things lately.
of who i should be friends with. shit idk. all i know is that bringing more people in your life is risky, because in the end there all gone NO MATTER WHAT. you'll say "friends forever" but no friends for about a year depends on the connection. theres only been one friend that has been with me through out my journey and that is my neighbor stevie, i love that guy. im not saying im gonna lose him or hes like my all time ultimate im just saying wow that guy has been with me for 18 years now. fucking crazy.
but the friends i have now dylan,phil,jp,nate,shuan..etc i love them all. i will always have good and bad memories and believe me i wont forget them. they carry me out through my day. shitt they put me in the moods im in. and lately its been alot of bad ones. i just seem to hide it very well. welll back to homework hopefully graduate tomorrow and goin to copeland.