Apr 02, 2004 14:40
Well I am going to update even though I will do it again later tonight after the day is over...Well I am now 2 days past my due date and I am like freaking out. I HAVE A 2 DAY OLD CHILD INSIDE OF ME!! When is he going to come out?? I wish he was out now but hey the longer he is in me the better he will be but none the less I wish he was out. I am in so much pain and I am so uncomfortable that I could just scream. All I do anymore is sleep because it is the only time I feel good. I have been getting sick over anything I can't eat anything really. Like last night mom made dinner for everyone and Brandon and her ate but I was unable to eat at all really. I had like 5 bites and then I put the rest in the fridge cause I couldn't eat anymore...It isn't good for me not to be eating but I can't do it. If I force myself to eat I get really sick and start vomiting...So thats not good...Well I am going ot go because I am starting to feel sick again right now and I am going to go vacum AGAIN today so I can be doing "strenuous activity" In the hopes of trying to go into labor...I really hope I go into labor and all that on my own and that I won't have to get induced...I have heard that being induced is more painful then laboring on my own. I am kind of scared but oh well I will soon find out what is going to happen...Well I am leaving now for real. I love yall byez...<3
Kiernan