if only you were lonely
its says alot what you do.........
i had lots to tell you and this is the second time you have always said that i could come to you no matter what time no matter what was going on it ended up being my motto and mine only for a long time now i have been further then second place and now i thought for once in a long time that would be different i have barely seen you in most of this relationship and when i finally do im still put back.........i needed to vent and i never thought that i had to ask permission or tell you i thought i could always just come to you but no.......
i told you i was over it along time ago you were the one that kept thinking that everything i was saying was because of that no could you have though for once it was something different something deeper than that.........you never gave me the chance to talk about what i really wanted to say the first pause i gave you just told me goodnight
im just going to keep quiet that seems to be what you really want i cant talk to you unless i bitch..........thats not what friends are for i already know you going to be like thats all you talk about thing i cant fix and it makes me feel bad but there was something more to what i was saying you just did not want to wait.......for once i wish you could really wait for me.....
...........so i look in your direction but you pay me no attention dont you know how much i need you but you never even see me.......
i had lots to tell you and this is the second time you have always said that i could come to you no matter what time no matter what was going on it ended up being my motto and mine only for a long time now i have been further then second place and now i thought for once in a long time that would be different i have barely seen you in most of this relationship and when i finally do im still put back.........i needed to vent and i never thought that i had to ask permission or tell you i thought i could always just come to you but no.......
i told you i was over it along time ago you were the one that kept thinking that everything i was saying was because of that no could you have though for once it was something different something deeper than that.........you never gave me the chance to talk about what i really wanted to say the first pause i gave you just told me goodnight
im just going to keep quiet that seems to be what you really want i cant talk to you unless i bitch..........thats not what friends are for i already know you going to be like thats all you talk about thing i cant fix and it makes me feel bad but there was something more to what i was saying you just did not want to wait.......for once i wish you could really wait for me.....
...........so i look in your direction but you pay me no attention dont you know how much i need you but you never even see me.......