what the past brings back
sometimes i just want him to be like he always is and i talk to other guys and im like wow johnathan used to be like this we used to have fun and i dont mean that i dont have fun with him its just like we are always rushed through everything and everything goes so fast by the time im really enjoying our time togethere its gone.....i hate it and i hate just ....blah whatever....im just waiting for better times like when he comes home and when we say i do and when i move out and go live with him it will be so so so so much fun..............im waiting baby