these feelings start to show but ill just push them aside

[gummybr4687]

this morning i woke up at about 6 and watched the sun come up i have never done that before it was nice to finally be alone i love everyone but sometimes i just need peace with myself i need to stop being.....just so blah you know?

things i thought today

the sun was pretty
your pretty
my feelings they show i think a little to much
i need to stop crying
i think i look good today catch it now while you have a chance
i love him
the sun on the bay makes it great
i need to start taking sleeping pills when i stay other places my thoughts get to me.....other things too
im going to listen to my music even if other people think its lame....what i listen to that is
i know some soldiers in here that wont mind putting that on me...lol
i like my nails when their painted
i like when my hair is messy...makes me laugh
what did the goatcow say to the stinky farmer.......moooove away from me you smell baaad
haha i crack myself up way too much
nothing gets easier until it gets harder.....im in for a good ride then.....
i cant eat cereal out of a bowl just a cup nothing else
i think i eat everything out of a cup
no matter what im always here even at three in the morning
i still cant sleep without my night light im such a child
once i grow up ill be ok...i think...hopefully.....we will just have to see