today...and forever...
in between classes here at bsc...trying to find something to do...so bored...hungry...may have gotten my 'little friend' >:o. going through emails...got one from alternative press...hmm..is the new mag out yet?!? im in need for a rock music/emo fix. anyway..got an email from them promoting a concert happening in..wherelse..CALIFORNIA! of course i cant go too far away but god its the show of the season for a music fan like myself. really wish i could go...gonna have yellowcard, gym class heroes, lets see who else...umm...hellogoodbye, brand new, thrice, cobra starship..only ones worth mentioning...anyway, would DIE to go to that show...oh well i guess...and as im sitting here in my boredom i was also thinking that my black and white pic on myspace...the one of me looking all emo and shit, its absolutely amazing. i love that pic a lot...its def the best one of me. wish others thought the same...so yep other things happening...well my cd player ran out of battery so now im Kill Hannah-less. really like the new album..especially the song 'Black Poison Blood'...sooo good...and speaking of songs, loving that new StoneSour song 'Through The Glass', gives me inspiration to paint or draw someone that i would be looking at through glass...you know who you are...through that cumberland farms glass...anyway before i get carried away...supposedly chillin w/danny today..really hope so, need someone sweet in my life, enough of all the shitheads, and since i cant marry dontrelle willis, i need someone like danny to help me through my days. people that read this and think or assume what im doing have no right to judge. fuck off and dont read my shit if you dont like what im doing or have nothing better than to sit on your ass at your house reading my shit and then telling your friends all about it, like its the biggest thing since sliced bread. get a life and stay out of mine. anyway, now that thats been said...im still effin hungry, maybe ill get a drink or sumtin and go chill on a bench..maybe call erwin or try danny again, idk but i really hope i get to chill with him today, like i said i need some fun and something good in my life again.