Nov 11, 2004 09:22
I've been thinking alot lately.. and i need to fine someone else..someone else to fall for..someone else to hold me close. Everyday i go to school wanting to see you, hoping, praying that i will see u, and when i do i feel at peace.. but then the times comes when for a few minutes i have to be around you and all i want to do is be somewhere else. i want to see you but i cant stand to be around you. when i am near you all i feel is awkward ness and i hate it.. i want things to go back to the way they were before everything happened..when we just talked and everything was ok. I dont know if we can ever go bak to that place but i just hope you are trying like i know i am.
"I could be an accident but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him."
xoxo stef