i know you are there, smiling back at me
These past few days have been interesting.
You know when you listen to other peoples stories and advice comes flowing out like a river, but when it comes to your own life and your own feelings, you just can't seem to follow through? I have been feeling that recently. I know exactly what to say to other people, becuase I guess they seem to be the things I would want to have said to me at this moment, but when it comes to turning words into actions, it's alot easier said than done.
I don't know how things have gotten so complicated...
I saw someone today. We laughed, we talked, we played a few good games of pool and beer pong, smiled, and had a generally good time. But, underneath the facade of friendship that is what we have presented to the world, there is so much more going on behind the scenes. By that, I don't mean anything scandalous and such, but just a weird non-understanding, if that makes any sense.
My head is going to burst from the lack of clarification and facts to make whatever "this" is something defined and definite.
Ah. Life never ceases to amuse.
I miss you, my friends :]
You know when you listen to other peoples stories and advice comes flowing out like a river, but when it comes to your own life and your own feelings, you just can't seem to follow through? I have been feeling that recently. I know exactly what to say to other people, becuase I guess they seem to be the things I would want to have said to me at this moment, but when it comes to turning words into actions, it's alot easier said than done.
I don't know how things have gotten so complicated...
I saw someone today. We laughed, we talked, we played a few good games of pool and beer pong, smiled, and had a generally good time. But, underneath the facade of friendship that is what we have presented to the world, there is so much more going on behind the scenes. By that, I don't mean anything scandalous and such, but just a weird non-understanding, if that makes any sense.
My head is going to burst from the lack of clarification and facts to make whatever "this" is something defined and definite.
Ah. Life never ceases to amuse.
I miss you, my friends :]