Jul 29, 2008 23:10
i will miss it at home. kinda lame to say that i TOTALLY cry because im leaving and im stressed. vera's comment on my facebook reallyyyy made me sad. thanks you lame butt. as a result of all of my emotions, i flip out at people when it affects me, but not as much as i make it seem.. matt for example. i get that his girlfriend hates me
but i dont understand how come she lets him take some stranger to geisha house but hes not even allowed to see me...
if i did something i understand, but i didnt do ANYTHING. why does this always happen to me and his stupid girlfriends. then he gets all pissy with me because i flip out. guhh. i really do like him. he is a best friend and all. i just think its stupid that i have to go such a long time without seeing him because his girlfriends dont hate me. vera, i know i complain about him a lot. but the only times i feel the need to talk about him is if im complaining. he stands up for me a lot with his girlfriends. i htink thats why they dont like me much. and the fact that he tells me (he told me today) he wouldve dated me before the nikki thing if he knew i was interested. im too tired to finish this.