All I have to say is
GUYS SUCK!
but not for reasons everyones probably thinking of. Its b/c none of them know how to relax and just have a good time. I hate it, b/c then my life gets stressed out. Its not fair. Example number 1) dave...he was at the very least a friend, that is until he started seeing nicole again. he disappeared for a week and when he came back into my life he didnt talk to me, then he started and things between us were cool, it was like i could have him in my life as a friend and nothing more, but that was cool b/c thats all i wanted at that point anyway. but then there was this past weekend when chris asked heather and i if we wanted to go bowling, we were gonna but then dave called back to say nicole was going so i couldnt, so then i get to feel bad b/c im keeping heather from seeing chris. Like i care that hes with another girl. shit happens ppl move on. well we end up seeing them, and dave wasnt allowed to talk to me or be anywhere near me. I dont want him hunny. grrr. so once again we arent on what i would call friendly terms b/c of nicole. shes not allowed to know things about him..what kind of shit is that? tell her the truth, dont lie about it b/c when the truth comes out you'll be screwed 10x worse. Oh and to make things even more perfect... heather had a picture of me and him and he went in her room and tore it in 1/2 so nicole couldnt see... whats the big deal they werent together then, she knows we were so get over it.
example #2) chris mullins...he seems like hes becoming a better person, or at least a better friend. the only problem i can see is that hes a magnet for drama. but i guess thats something you learn to get used to.
example #3) chris... trying to protect your cousin from getting hurt is one thing but then hurting her by calling her names is a whole nother story.
but do you see what i mean...with guys around i'll always have something to complain about.
i cant wait till i leave for arizona...i mean hell yea im gonna miss it, heather most of all, but i have to get away from this shit for a while. i dont want to leave heather, im really going to miss her, but i hope she understands that i need to get away as much as my mom wants to see me:(
but not for reasons everyones probably thinking of. Its b/c none of them know how to relax and just have a good time. I hate it, b/c then my life gets stressed out. Its not fair. Example number 1) dave...he was at the very least a friend, that is until he started seeing nicole again. he disappeared for a week and when he came back into my life he didnt talk to me, then he started and things between us were cool, it was like i could have him in my life as a friend and nothing more, but that was cool b/c thats all i wanted at that point anyway. but then there was this past weekend when chris asked heather and i if we wanted to go bowling, we were gonna but then dave called back to say nicole was going so i couldnt, so then i get to feel bad b/c im keeping heather from seeing chris. Like i care that hes with another girl. shit happens ppl move on. well we end up seeing them, and dave wasnt allowed to talk to me or be anywhere near me. I dont want him hunny. grrr. so once again we arent on what i would call friendly terms b/c of nicole. shes not allowed to know things about him..what kind of shit is that? tell her the truth, dont lie about it b/c when the truth comes out you'll be screwed 10x worse. Oh and to make things even more perfect... heather had a picture of me and him and he went in her room and tore it in 1/2 so nicole couldnt see... whats the big deal they werent together then, she knows we were so get over it.
example #2) chris mullins...he seems like hes becoming a better person, or at least a better friend. the only problem i can see is that hes a magnet for drama. but i guess thats something you learn to get used to.
example #3) chris... trying to protect your cousin from getting hurt is one thing but then hurting her by calling her names is a whole nother story.
but do you see what i mean...with guys around i'll always have something to complain about.
i cant wait till i leave for arizona...i mean hell yea im gonna miss it, heather most of all, but i have to get away from this shit for a while. i dont want to leave heather, im really going to miss her, but i hope she understands that i need to get away as much as my mom wants to see me:(