Future Seniors
Anyone preparing to enter their senior year of high school?
Do you realize that
*a year from now we'll be done
*a year from now we'll be on our own
*a year from now we'll truly be adults
*this is our last summer to spend as kids
*next year we have to mature
is anyone else scared by these thoughts?
i just realized how close we are to the end
and how much i regret
i wish i could do the things i never have that i've always wanted
but im just now that person anymore
i cant be
that person gets hurt too much
in less then a month i'll be back in school
and i'll be going in alone
i mean yeah i have my friends
but they have their boyfriends and friends
and well when i picked up pictures yesterday
there were some of last year
when my three best friends and me were together
that was the last time that the four of us have all hung out together
and it made me cry
i miss being around all of them
i see them now but i see them seperatly
i just want to spend a day with all three of them again
i feel like im losing everything slowly
and i dont want to
its enough to make me want to go back to my childish stage
i've matured a lot this year
i'm not sure if anyone else has noticed it but i have
its this summer thats changed me
and it's helped me to realize what things really are
and who i can really depend on when i need someone there
and i want to thank anyone who is there when i need a friend
Do you realize that
*a year from now we'll be done
*a year from now we'll be on our own
*a year from now we'll truly be adults
*this is our last summer to spend as kids
*next year we have to mature
is anyone else scared by these thoughts?
i just realized how close we are to the end
and how much i regret
i wish i could do the things i never have that i've always wanted
but im just now that person anymore
i cant be
that person gets hurt too much
in less then a month i'll be back in school
and i'll be going in alone
i mean yeah i have my friends
but they have their boyfriends and friends
and well when i picked up pictures yesterday
there were some of last year
when my three best friends and me were together
that was the last time that the four of us have all hung out together
and it made me cry
i miss being around all of them
i see them now but i see them seperatly
i just want to spend a day with all three of them again
i feel like im losing everything slowly
and i dont want to
its enough to make me want to go back to my childish stage
i've matured a lot this year
i'm not sure if anyone else has noticed it but i have
its this summer thats changed me
and it's helped me to realize what things really are
and who i can really depend on when i need someone there
and i want to thank anyone who is there when i need a friend