no silly...that was Ashlee Simpson...and I don't believe that. I love how you get your news on the End.
I'm so sad, I really want to study abroad next year and my mom hates the idea even though she says otherwise. She says I'll just hate coming back to the high school after being away and that I'll have no friends and I'll just miss everyone while I'm away. But I don't think I will...I don't know, I just don't feel like I'm leaving much behind. So then she says I'll never get into college. But that's just stupid. And I've done a lot of thinking, and I don't know how important that is to me on a whole. I don't know, I just feel like everyone belives you work hard in regular school to go to a good university, and then you work hard there to get a good job, and then once you have that you're still trying to prove yourself in the eyes of others. I don't know if that's what I want, and I think what I want is being stolen from me...I think I'd rather spend a year competely thrown out of my element, even if it meant not going to university at all. I don't know. I need to stop writing entries as comments. OOOh, I auditioned for the spring musical today...I think it went ok...you know how I babble in front of groups...no exception.
aww zoe! please dont leave me ill miss you too much! but i agree with you... i think the whole "i have to study for this test because if i dont, ill fail it, which means i wont get an A in the class, which means i wont get into harvard/yale and get a good job as a result" is just stupid and way overblown... that was exaggerated, but you know... its a lot just being our stupid highschool too. oh well... and it WAS lindsay lohan i just heard it yesterday! haha i never get my news from anywhere reliable are you expecting different? im sure you did great in your audition, ill come watch you when you make it!
I'm so sad, I really want to study abroad next year and my mom hates the idea even though she says otherwise. She says I'll just hate coming back to the high school after being away and that I'll have no friends and I'll just miss everyone while I'm away. But I don't think I will...I don't know, I just don't feel like I'm leaving much behind. So then she says I'll never get into college. But that's just stupid. And I've done a lot of thinking, and I don't know how important that is to me on a whole. I don't know, I just feel like everyone belives you work hard in regular school to go to a good university, and then you work hard there to get a good job, and then once you have that you're still trying to prove yourself in the eyes of others. I don't know if that's what I want, and I think what I want is being stolen from me...I think I'd rather spend a year competely thrown out of my element, even if it meant not going to university at all. I don't know. I need to stop writing entries as comments. OOOh, I auditioned for the spring musical today...I think it went ok...you know how I babble in front of groups...no exception.
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and it WAS lindsay lohan i just heard it yesterday! haha i never get my news from anywhere reliable are you expecting different?
im sure you did great in your audition, ill come watch you when you make it!
love you
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