Oct 13, 2004 22:14
we lost to wood... again... diiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
thoughts:
i miss my friends
i want to go to jingleball this year. hilary duffs gonna be there
i want to quit volleyball
ashlee simpson is my idol
i want to go back to second grade. and play tetherball
she will be loved is such a great song
i wish i had self discipline and motivation. but i dont
i hate losing
i want good grades so badly. so why cant i act on that?
i hate how one simple thing ruins my mood completely
sleeping in a sleeping bag sounds fun
i hate how im not the person i want to be
this journal kinda sucks. i only update now when im in a bad mood. next time something good happens, ill write about it. :-)
love you guys xoxox
isnt it weird thinking about how many things have been avoided without knowing it?