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damn....i really do only type here to complain. hmm. anyway...
im sitting at Rob's....in the computer room...alone. after class this morning i took a nap then got up and got ready and got here around 430. (he didnt wake up until about 330) anyway...i knew they had practice today so i wasnt going to come over until after...but he said he wanted me to...so...i did. i figured we could spend a little time together before. so..i come over and he's sitting in here editing one of their videos or whatever and i figure alright...ill make a facebook event for the show on friday. so i do, and i add like 150 people, and it takes forever, and....hes still not done. just sitting over there editing this thing...has barely said two words to me and ive been here a while. so then i start messing with Flash trying to figure it out (we're trying to make this website thing) and i sit here and hes still just over there....then everyone else gets here and now hes out there about to practice i guess. now....i realize this is probably going to sound selfish and i hate that, but....why did he tell me to come over if he was going to be busy the entire time and we were just going to sit here, not talking to each other? i dont get it. and this happens all the time. i mean, i guess he figures us sitting in the same room doing completly different things and not interacting at all is spending significant time together? i dont know...but i do know that i had several things to do today while i was at my apartment that i didnt do so i could come over here and spend some time with him before practice. i need to clean, do laundry, and go buy my book for my summer class...i really need to clean since Melissa and my mom will be here in two days...but....i didnt. and im not nessicarily mad...just...disappointed i guess. i just dont get it. it would have been completely fine for him to say, hey...i have stuff to do today ill call you when im done and we can hang out. instead...i came over and sat here and we have said about 5 words total to each other in two hours. and like i said...im not mad....im just a little bothered and pretty bored now. i dont know what im supposed to do for the next two hours while theyre practicing. i really dont want to sit in this little room any longer and be bored. hmm.
anyway...i dont mean to make it out like Rob is some terrible boyfriend or whatever. hes not. hes great. i love how things are going. this is just something that at the moment is bothering me...and since i have nothing else to do but sit and think about it, i wrote a livejournal.
in other news....i started my classes this week and i think they are going to be very bareable. ear training isnt realy a class...i just have to go in and pass the tests withing a month and a half. since i already passed the class part and the sight singing i dont have to do that over. and since i had passed every test but one before it should be relatively easy. and theory i think will be easy as well. the teacher is much nicer and much more fun than the last. and she decided we arent going to have class on fridays so that kicks ass. and...i seem to pick up on this stuff rather well, so yay. :)
work is going well also. i love borders...i love the people...i love my job. :)
like i said before...Melissa and my mom are coming down on Friday and i am sooooo excited! i miss Melissa so much and i hate that i couldnt be home this summer. but even with taking classes this summer im worried i wont get everything done in time...anyway. im excited. its been too freakin long. AND they both get to see Letters To Scarlet play at Blue Cats which is extremely exciting. i cant wait.
ok then...i have run out of things to talk about and they havent even started practicing yet. meh. maybe ill go to the mall and spend more money i dont need to. sounds good to me. feel free to call and chat! haha.
im sitting at Rob's....in the computer room...alone. after class this morning i took a nap then got up and got ready and got here around 430. (he didnt wake up until about 330) anyway...i knew they had practice today so i wasnt going to come over until after...but he said he wanted me to...so...i did. i figured we could spend a little time together before. so..i come over and he's sitting in here editing one of their videos or whatever and i figure alright...ill make a facebook event for the show on friday. so i do, and i add like 150 people, and it takes forever, and....hes still not done. just sitting over there editing this thing...has barely said two words to me and ive been here a while. so then i start messing with Flash trying to figure it out (we're trying to make this website thing) and i sit here and hes still just over there....then everyone else gets here and now hes out there about to practice i guess. now....i realize this is probably going to sound selfish and i hate that, but....why did he tell me to come over if he was going to be busy the entire time and we were just going to sit here, not talking to each other? i dont get it. and this happens all the time. i mean, i guess he figures us sitting in the same room doing completly different things and not interacting at all is spending significant time together? i dont know...but i do know that i had several things to do today while i was at my apartment that i didnt do so i could come over here and spend some time with him before practice. i need to clean, do laundry, and go buy my book for my summer class...i really need to clean since Melissa and my mom will be here in two days...but....i didnt. and im not nessicarily mad...just...disappointed i guess. i just dont get it. it would have been completely fine for him to say, hey...i have stuff to do today ill call you when im done and we can hang out. instead...i came over and sat here and we have said about 5 words total to each other in two hours. and like i said...im not mad....im just a little bothered and pretty bored now. i dont know what im supposed to do for the next two hours while theyre practicing. i really dont want to sit in this little room any longer and be bored. hmm.
anyway...i dont mean to make it out like Rob is some terrible boyfriend or whatever. hes not. hes great. i love how things are going. this is just something that at the moment is bothering me...and since i have nothing else to do but sit and think about it, i wrote a livejournal.
in other news....i started my classes this week and i think they are going to be very bareable. ear training isnt realy a class...i just have to go in and pass the tests withing a month and a half. since i already passed the class part and the sight singing i dont have to do that over. and since i had passed every test but one before it should be relatively easy. and theory i think will be easy as well. the teacher is much nicer and much more fun than the last. and she decided we arent going to have class on fridays so that kicks ass. and...i seem to pick up on this stuff rather well, so yay. :)
work is going well also. i love borders...i love the people...i love my job. :)
like i said before...Melissa and my mom are coming down on Friday and i am sooooo excited! i miss Melissa so much and i hate that i couldnt be home this summer. but even with taking classes this summer im worried i wont get everything done in time...anyway. im excited. its been too freakin long. AND they both get to see Letters To Scarlet play at Blue Cats which is extremely exciting. i cant wait.
ok then...i have run out of things to talk about and they havent even started practicing yet. meh. maybe ill go to the mall and spend more money i dont need to. sounds good to me. feel free to call and chat! haha.